such a bad day

actually it is not a day but a whole week..busy with assignment,exams..college program and i am so damn tired.
but first of all,i want to appologize to u syg
i want to get along with u,spend time together sometimes..but this time also i cant manage my time well..
despite the tiredness despite the loneliness..we need to get through these things,i know u're also some kind of busy lately..i've tried to understand..
u dont say that im not loving u..i do love u..i do..we just need to talk sometime.. i hope that u could stay calm ok..
i am sorry if i had mad at u..it wasnt on purpose,this week was full of tense, but somehow i need to get through,. and please,i dont want to have a fight with u..when i say i love u then i mean it..t.a soryy...:(

dad

dad this is for u...
suddenly this things came out from my delicate brain..
u have raised me up with full colors in my life..so thanks for evrythings dad..
this reminded me of one day..when i was a kid..i never want to hear u..
i keep following my frens till dawn..when im back u beat me up so hard..belt..sandals..everything was just like flying towards me..and im really in a big pain that day...n so im so sad,n something came out from my think..i think tht u're not even love me...i am so sorry for even think about it dad..that night i still remember it till now..u rub some minyak afiat over my body..u massage my feet..i cant sleep that nite because it is so painful...n i heard everything dad...thank you so much because loving me with all ur heart...n that time also my tears just come out...it cant stop flowing tht time..now i am here at university also because of u..now i had my own life,i willlearn to live on my own and also with ur helps...and this is the memory of mine that i should never forget about.

petak petak kehidupan..

I would rather live my life with you as a friend than live my life without you in it at all! - PS ilove u-
okey..ni permulaan untuk tulisan aku kali ni..huhu
masuk 6 oktober 2011, aku seperti biasa..mcm ni,bgun pagi kemas bilik jap
rumet aku tah kemane..hilang cm bese..gi dating dgn mek die kot...
tpi bukan 2 yg aku nk crite..aku nk crite sal hidup aku la seminggu ni..penatla sial..
pagi sampai ptg kelas..ptg main rugby..mlm esaimen,,non stop aw,,perghh..mcm biase tiap2 hari..pedih jgk la gua ase...
ok then kite gi kepade ayat atas ni..ayat ats ni spesel tau..walaupun si die cik hati gua nie jnis segan2 ckit..tpi xpe,,gua ase gua da boleh phm die..okey la kan...hehe..
smlm bile tgk je muke die..gua hepy..hepy...ase cm nk sengeh memanjang aok tau...
kpd aok.: keh syg ngat ke aok tau..ily..
ok dahh....cite sal mak n bapak gua kt kmpung lak...bru2 nie tepon mak..mak gua cm besela...tnye,ada apahal tepon mak nie,..punye la jarang tepon.,ape jenis ank pon tak tau la aku nie..hehe...pas2 aku pon ckpla...saje je nk tepon mak...rindu la..
haha..mak aku pon layan la aku cm bese..borak2..pas2 tnye sal bapak aku..sihat je die..alhamdulillah..cume ade masalah ckit..lembu pulak hilang 2 ekor..ntah kemane dorg nie merayap..si jepah dgn samat...(name lembu) merayau je keje...sian bpak aku kene carik puas2...heh,memg nk kne dorg ni...
erm..okeyla setakat 2 dlu...bye2..