buat seseorang

if there any possible way for you to read this i'll be thankful..mis thas i am a literature boy..n i am from arts classes.. u'r from the higher class students n want to cont overseas.. n of cos u r a science students..we're totally fucking different.. there's no way i could understand ur languag e or ur signals..or symbols that makes me understand u...i do take care all of that..i'm trying to undertand ur behaviour from day to day.. at once i think..that u r the perfect one for me..but i think its not now.. coz when it comes to certain point..u'r just flip urself just like that..love is a commitment..love is life..i also must admit.. i dont really know what the fuck is wrong with myself..because i can't read u.. one day u'r such a beauty fairy with beautiful smiles..and the next day, u r just not u... definitely, i want u to realize that i am really put efforts to this matter.. it is not a big deal if u ask me now...cause passed is passed..be an understandable person..tolerate person..emphatic person...seize the day and live a happy life.. bear with life...